My family is getting on my nerves, they keep telling me to calm down about prom, but I’m not ‘hyped up’, I just don’t want to look stupid or unprepared, and I’ve never done this before but it feels like no one is really helping me. Then I have this stupid jury duty and my aunt won’t call me back and I don’t want to get a pedicure alone, but I guess I might have to.

Idk, it feels like I can only really rant to Whit or Tumblr, everyone else just claims I’m some anxiety ridden freak who needs to chill out, but when I internalize it and just worry to myself, then that’s bad too.

I just want prom to be over with, God.

these things make me more nervous than excited but i have fun when i'm there thats how i am